Sitting on my Toilet

When someone tells you to do this and that, it’s annoying. When you realize it yourself, it’s called break through.

I get extremely annoyed when people who I don’t exactly think they are credible at the topic tell me I should do something. I am coachable when I think the person is credible at the topic they are sharing.

Maybe everyone has something to teach me.

But you know, time to time it’s like %#^} you and mind your own ^%#*ing business. (yea i got pride, but remove your log before try to remove mine) Of course I don’t say it because I know they care and doing so out of love. Certain topics though really pisses me off. It’s like hearing Dr. James Dobson on radio program Focus on the Family; enough about the word marriage! Shxt, if I hear one more person asking me about what my plans are and what not, I am gonna explode.

The more I hear about it the more I am turned off. There are more important things right now, and I can’t bring a family into my current life season. I just don’t feel it in my heart. That doesn’t mean I am not thinking. I have dreams, and I want to give them a chance to realize. This year is a year of faith and a year of new season. I don’t know what is waiting for me. But until I feel conviction, I am not going to ditch this aside or put more on my plate when I know I don’t have brain power left to deal with. It’s just not fair and responsible.

So if rest of you guys choose to jump into marriage and I have not imposed my view on you. Have one coutesy and don’t impose your view on mine.